It's going to be hot for the next 10 days at least. Temperatures will be in the 90's and upper 80's the entire time with a chance of storms mixed in with some sunny days. Not all bad I guess.
I have tried to quit smoking many times - seems like every time I did I found an excuse to go back to it a week later. This time I plan on tackling this monster with the support of friends and otc help. When I think about what I pay for a pack of cigarettes it's freakin ridiculous. $5.59 I paid yesterday and that was the cheapest place in town. That adds up to $160 a month if I smoke a pack a day. That is freakin stupidity on my part - and not to mention that I am killing myself slowly. So I will start posting today - which is the day that I have starting my cigarette free day - to post on how things are going.
Also, if I don't get a job soon I don't know what I am going to do. I have become a prisoner in my own home - and that I will not go into any deeper.
Sure miss talking to my friend Kev - he was always there when I needed to talk to him - and speaking of Kev - his funeral will be this Thursday. He will be buried in Germany. I still get teary eyed and cry but that is easing up somewhat. Some songs that I hear him play still choke me up. But death is part of life and we have no choice but to accept it. My crying and screaming "But I don't want you to be gone!" which I did with my mom and dad as well as Kev - don't seem to have any bearing. We have no choice. It is what it is.......until my next post.......
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