Christmas Eve Eve

I am so not feeling good about myself right now. I think things that I shouldn't be thinking which is so totally stupid. Makes people miserable. Anyway, I've been sad the last few weeks. I know exactly why, my job, missing my mom, my daughter and grandchildren's home and money situation, and a few other things that I just need to get over. Good things will come I just need to be patient and change my way of thinking and do something about my low self-esteem. Geez where do I start? lol