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I took Alex outside for a bit (before the coming rain) with Peachy because he wanted to go outside with her and he tried to walk like a normal dog. He kept falling down and we had to help him up which he doesn't like at all. He's always been a very independent free spirit, pretty much does what he wants and makes it look like we're making him do it lol. ~ When he can't get up he's to the point where he tries to drag himself with his front legs - his back legs are just withering away, useless at times. Not all the time. But more and more for sure. I hate this disease that he has. I hate, hate, hate it. I pray God gives me  strength when the time comes when I have to make that phone call to the vet......I'm finding it very hard to even think about it at this point.....But I'm sure this will be his last summer with me.....