It's been 15 days since the death of my dearest and only sister, Tanya. I can't imagine my life without her yet that is what I have been doing for the last 15 days. Facing the fact that I have to live without her, at least here on earth.
The last 15 days have been a blur. I felt detached from reality. I felt anguish. I wanted to die; my heart was ripped from my chest and I was bleeding out......
As I work through this, it's comforting to know that I will be reunited again with her someday as she was a believer and gave her life to Christ. Until that day, I am going to remember what a wonderful inspiration she has been to me and will always be to me. I am going to talk to her constantly and tell her how much I miss her and love her. I am also going to remember that if you seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, he will provide you with everything you need. Not everything you want. Just everything you need.
Peace and Blessings....
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